Monday, 14 July 2008
{ 19:07 }
Mood: Hatred.
Music: Puddles of Mud - We don't have to look back now.
There's only one feeling to describe me right now. That is,
hatred. Right now, i feel like i wanna punch or kick or scold or smack someone in da face. Just because of them. They spoiled my day. I was waiting for it actually. When i was called out, i knew i was gonna get it. It was just a matter of time. Now, i have nothing else to say or defend. Everything is out in the open. The hate is there and its growing every day, whenever i see her face. Like i said, the hate is there. She's aware i dislike her. And i don't wanna care anymore. I won't loiter in school or spend my time there anymore. Its like, it once used to be my home. Now, its just a school to me. Just a place where i study. And gosh, that was the longest lecture i'd ever had. It was like around 2 hours straight D: Sometimes, you never know what could happen even though its right under your nose.
Dear friend, you only saw me with him once. You're well aware that he's my bestfriend. No use fighting or making grudges with him. A, you know me better than anyone. Sometimes, i say things that i don't actually mean. But because of my anger, the nonsense comes out from nowhere. I hope i can make it up to you. And right now, i'm trying. Love, Mellysa.
