Wednesday, 17 September 2008
{ 17:48 }
Mood: Jealousy.
Music: Demi Lovato - This is me (Acoustic Version)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DEAR MUMMY ! :D
May all your wishes come true. And i hope you can be there all the time when i grow up, each year. Cause you're the only one who can get me outta the mess im always in. You're the one who understands me.
I love you, mummy !And this is so not needed in this post, but it has to get out.At one point of time, i was very high and was in a good mood. After seeing what i saw, my whole mood turned 360. Now, i get your motive. Now i finally know who you are. I might not say much. Hence its not obvious, but i do care for him. And yes, i don't say much about him. So, you're taking it as a sign of weakness from me. Its okay, you don't have to take pity on me. I don't need your fake sympathy. I really need to get this out. People around me are just so ignorant, seriously. Also, if i don't talk or smile at him, it doesn't mean i don't care for him. And hell yeah, i have a right to be jealous. He is someone i know. But right now, he was someone i once knew. And i know you're enjoying this. You may be my friend, but that doesn't stop me from saying what i want to say. I don't hate you. Hate is too strong of a word. I just don't like you anymore.
Besides, he have her. Why the hell he need me for? I know, i'll just make his life more miserable anyway. But its okay. Why don't you just go with him and have a happily ever after life, together. I'll pretend i don't mind. And i swear, i won't ask another question to you anymore. Believe me.
What a rotten day.
