Monday, 10 November 2008
{ 03:12 }
Everything's been hectic. My life, my family, my friends and even my best boyfriend. And as time passes by, i seem to get more agitated by even the slightest things. Something's wrong. Ever since holidays started, it seems like i have no control over my life. I would do things, and say things that has never came out of me before. I would get all agitated when people talk about my friends and family and i would defend them like they are the precious thing on Earth. Which they are, of course. But even the slightest remark, would result in me being wild and having the tendency to punch them right in their fucking face. Is it just me, or i'm getting a lil bit wild?
You.
I know, its not your fault. When you call me, i don't pick up. When you text me, i would delete it. Yes, i delete all of your messages. Because in my world, you don't exist anymore. You played me, i fell for it. So when people ask me whats going on between us, that would answer it one way or another.